This has been a crazy week at work. I'm feeling pissy and frustrated because I've been skipped over again for a job I wanted. It hurts and bothers me alot. In all truth...I don't think I really want it. I just want to be wanted because I have expressed interest in the job for a year and a half. My other thing is that I'm pissy that I make half of what the weekend day people and weekend night people make. I'm pissy about because I work just as hard. I may not work 12 or 13 hours straight but I work just as hard and deal with more rude doctors than they do. I shouldn't feel this way but I do. I feel like I'm struggling with the friends at work. My only friend is my husband. I'm lucky he loves me so much and supports me. The only one friend I might have now drives me insane. It's almost like a constent silent battle between us because of power struggle. I need to be reminded that the grass is not greener. I should know this better than anyone because my hubby has tried that route and it isn't out there. I'm tired of working my ass off and watching others royally screw up and get a slap on the wrist.
BUT change of subject....
Landon's diorama came out great. I'm so proud of the hard work he did on it. (Logan's too...LOL)
Just found out some scray news about my SIL in Texas so I'm going to go but I'll be back later to update.
God Bless!
Peace and Love,
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