Wednesday, June 16, 2010

Road kill...........

So, here is my question...."Why do these crazy birds and squirrels wait till the last second to get out of the road when you are headed straight for them?" 

It drives me crazy....I don't want to hit them...heck I slow down or swerve BUT really why must they wait till I'm holding my breath and praying they get there little butts outta the way.  It just bothers me and every morning at 5:45am they are just like..."do de do...do de do"  

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I love my job but I miss my days with Linz...I'm glad it's Wednesday and I have only 10 more hours of work then 3 whole days with my girl. 




May God be with you,

Tuesday, June 15, 2010

Moving...

Well, I moved my blog.....no one will miss it, but I've moved it to maybe help me be a better poster. The problem is I get the best ideas for posts when I'm out "living" my life and then I get a chance to sit down and can't remember a dang thing. So, here I am hoping to use my blog as my journal and memoir.

Tuesday, April 20, 2010

Playing catch up...

     I really hate that I can't seem to keep up with my blog.  I need it so much to vent and chat but I'm so exhausted to post.  I have tons of things I want to talk about...I think about it during the day and then I come do the Mommy thing and boom....zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.....I'm out like a light and didn't get to write. 

    Well, here I sit enjoying a few days at home with my little girl and Logs.  My parents went to WV to take some antique furniture that has been in our family for a really really long time.  They went to see my "Daddo" (grandfather) who is not in good shape.  I miss him so much.  I know he is in bad shape because of the Alztimers and he is 92 years old BUT....I miss my memories of him.  I'm so sorry my kids will not know him.  He was many things but perfect...BUT he loved us so very much. 




Tuesday, February 9, 2010

Toooosday

    Well, this week has been great.  I have been in EDX and I love being over there.  Away from the crazy backcounter drama.  It's also very helpful to have students that know what they are doing and do a good job at it.  I just sit back and relax.  It's cold and very rainy.  It is suppose to snow again in DC and Baltimore this week.  I'm suppose to go for a scrapbooking thing and I'm afraid to go and get stuck up there.  I'd really love to take the boys because they have never seen that kind of snow before. 

    We have a new family member...well two actually.  My cousin Kristie had her little baby Evie about 2 weeks ago.  Also, G's little sister had her baby on Saturday February 6th.  Bryar Zayne was born via c-section at 2:14pm.  She was 10 weeks early weighing in at 3lbs 10.6 oz and 16 1/2 inches long.  My SIL had horrible preeclampsyia.  At one point she stopped breathing and was put on a vent.  Scary stuff for all of us but Glenn was losing it.  It is very hard for him to be so far from his family.  I'm going to make a diggy scapbook page of Bryar and I'll post it soon. 

Other than weather and babies...not much going on.  Gotta get those Valentines finished up for the boys.  Here are what I made using SBC3.  It is an amazing software. 



And finally a fun picture of Daddy and his girl...




God Bless...
Night!

Friday, February 5, 2010

Friday free for all....

     I've never been so thankful to see the end of Friday like I am this week. 

    This has been a crazy week at work.  I'm feeling pissy and frustrated because I've been skipped over again for a job I wanted.  It hurts and bothers me alot.  In all truth...I don't think I really want it.  I just want to be wanted because I have expressed interest in the job for a year and a half.  My other thing is that I'm pissy that I make half of what the weekend day people and weekend night people make.  I'm pissy about because I work just as hard.  I may not work 12 or 13 hours straight but I work just as hard and deal with more rude doctors than they do.  I shouldn't feel this way but I do.  I feel like I'm struggling with the friends at work.  My only friend is my husband.  I'm lucky he loves me so much and supports me.  The only one friend I might have now drives me insane.  It's almost like a constent silent battle between us because of power struggle.  I need to be reminded that the grass is not greener.  I should know this better than anyone because my hubby has tried that route and it isn't out there.  I'm tired of working my ass off and watching others royally screw up and get a slap on the wrist. 

BUT change of subject....

Landon's diorama came out great.  I'm so proud of the hard work he did on it. (Logan's too...LOL)















Just found out some scray news about my SIL in Texas so I'm going to go but I'll be back later to update.

God Bless!

Peace and Love,

Thursday, February 4, 2010

What are you doing with your dash???

I read of a man who stood to speak, at the funeral of a friend.


He referred to the dates on this tombstone from beginning...to the end.
He noted that first came his date of birth and spoke the following with tears. But he said what mattered most of all, was the dash in between those years.
For the dash represents, all the time he spent alive on earth.

And how only those who loved him know what that little line is worth.

For it matters not, how much we own; the cars, the house, the cash, what matters most is how we live and love and how we spend our dash… So think about this long and hard. Are there things you’d like to change?

For you never know how much time is left, that can still be rearranged. If we could just slow down enough, to consider what is true and real.

And always try to understand, the way other people feel.

And be less quick to anger, and show appreciation more,

and love the people in our lives like we’ve never loved before.

If we treat each other with respect, and more often wear a smile…

Remembering that this special dash might only last a little while.

So, when your eulogy is being read, with your life’s actions to rehash would you be proud of the things they say and how your spent your dash?

- Linda Ellis



I feeling very frustrated today....like my life is going to go no where.  I don't want to stay in the same rut...I want to be promoted.  I want to learn more.  I want to make a difference to others....Work as pretty much sucked this week.  This poem helps me shift back to perspective sometimes. 


God Bless
Peace and Love,